What can you do when you feel lost besides letting go and falling deeper into the world?
I'd love to say I'm tired
And retired
Like Penny Lane did once.
Because I am so tired I can't even sleep.
I read Brass and it's one of my favorites now.
It said something about separating the Marys from the Magdalenes which really clung to my mind because it's exactly how I feel.
I feel so torn into two equally horrible halves that I... I don't know.
I don't know anything anymore.
I'm writing a novel.
It's about a girl who was sent to a Mental Institution.
Yes, it is based on many aspects of my own life.
I'm going to the beach today to escape from a certain good guy with a motorcycle, from a bad guy who's a compulsive smoker, and from all the different good and bad people I know and love and hate.
Things will be better, I just know it.
