So many things to think about! I can't seem to focus on any one of them, it's annoying. Things are annoying. Thinking is annoying.
-I hate it how people invent things about me for the lack of things to think about. Like the girl who insists I'm out to get her. I suppose she wants me to be, because I swear I'm not doing anything... yet. I might if she continues.
-Or the guy who keeps telling people he's my ex. There was NOTHING there. There IS nothing there.
-College applications. No further comments.
-Certain people I'm forced to see everyday.
-"Spare" people. I don't know a nice way to say it, but Janis Joplin's "Get it while you can" does a pretty good job with that:
In this world, if you read the papers, lord,
You know everybody's fighting on with each other.
You got no one you can count on, baby,
Not even your own brother.
So if someone comes along,
He's gonna give you some love and affection
I'd say get it while you can, yeah!
Honey, get it while you can,
Hey, hey, get it while you can,
Don't you turn your back on love, no, no!
Don't you know when you're loving anybody, baby,
You're taking a gamble on a little sorrow,
But then who cares, baby,
'cause we may not be here tomorrow, no.
And if anybody should come along,
He gonna give you any love and affection,
I'd say get it while you can, yeah!
Hey, hey, get it while you can,
Hey, hey, get it while you can.
Don't you turn your back on love,
No no no, no no no no no.
Oh, get it while you can,
Honey get it when you're gonna wanna need it dear, yeah yeah,
Hey hey, get it while you can,
Don't you turn your back on love,
No no no, no no no no, get it while you can,
I said hold on to somebody when you get a little lonely, dear,
Hey hey, hold on to that man's heart,
Yeah, get it, want it, hold it, need it,
Get it, want it, need it, hold it,
Get it while you can, yeah,
Honey get it while you can, baby, yeah,
Hey hey, get it while you can!
-Typing in the cold.
-Teachers insisting they're right and I'm wrong. Teachers lecturing looking at me the ENTIRE time. Beauuuuuutiful teachers with nice accents. Math teachers.
-Listening to people's unfunny jokes about embarrassing things.
-Being looked at indecently by some random guy in your Kung-Fu class.
-Not being looked at at all by the h-o-t guy in your Kung-Fu class.
-Disagreeing with a person just because they're one of those annoying people I have to see everyday. This is kind of fun actually, I have a huge tendency to do this.
-Having to listen to people revolt against wearing a yellow shirt with a red hoodie, like "Oh. My. God. Red. And. YELLOW?". Listening to this same superficial person complain about her boyfriend's "lack of fashion sense". Listening to this same person narrate her "experiences" with her boyfriend (who lacks fashion sense). Listening to this person announce weird things about periods. Listening to this same person speak at all.
-Being sure someone is in your head and telling them to get the fuck out because my thoughts are mine.
I might be going crazy like Esther Greenwood.
